i’ve decided… you only find what you are looking for. why do we complain so much? i was annoyed to see that the message of authentic living only brought about so many complaints… and very little natural love… very little authentic encouragement… only natural selfishness. i see it in my life so often… but i have a hard time watching it fleshed out in others. i hate hypocrisy. i hate watching one thing said… and another done. that is all.
…there was some sense of comfort, flying back into your own country. in so many ways… this is home. but in other ways… it’s not my home anymore. i think i didn’t miss home much these past weeks because i know it won’t forever be my home. no matter where i go… i only have one true home.
heaven will be glorious.
one of the best things about being home = my sister and our friends
(and sonic and walmart)